thinking ...

there are days that I love being a Mom and there are other days that I don't love it quite as much. After a rough couple of days around here, I have come to the realization that when things are not going smoothly I can usually trace the problem to my own 'distraction'. As long as I am focusing on the kids 24/7 and don't let anything else get in the way, smooth sailing. The stresses of everyday life, PTO drama, phone calls, bills, side-projects ... even making a complicated dinner with kids at home can cause major drama in our home.

I don't think I have the skill set to majorly multi-task. I can be a mom OR design a program for a client OR spring clean the house OR send out invoices OR deal with a PTO issue ... you get the point. I know admitting you have a problem is the first step ... but I am honestly not certain how to solve this issue. The various aspects of my life seem to blend together - and they will do so even more when school is over in two weeks. I want the summer to be a great one with lots of cooperation and peace here in the house. Yet ANOTHER project to work on!!

Have a sunny day